Neon Saints

Chapter 86: White

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The white had texture.

Not the blank white of unconsciousness. Zara had been unconscious before, plenty of times, in the pits and after, and unconsciousness was nothing. This was something. The white moved. It breathed. It pressed against her skin from the inside, warm and electric, the ANCHOR's seed responding to Cross's stimulation the way a nerve responded to a probe: firing, overloading, broadcasting every signal it had stored in the months since Zara's erasure had damaged the port and left the seed running unsupervised in the dark of her skull.

Cross's voice came through the white. Distant. Clinical. The words arriving as data packets stripped of context: "Catalyst production initiating. Seed output at, this is higher than projected. Eighteen percent above baseline projections. The adaptive architecture is—"

The voice dissolved. The white opened.

*A room. Clean walls. The smell of recycled air and gun lubricant and the particular chemical signature of a neural port running at full operational capacity. Hands, her hands, checking a weapon. The movements automatic. Not learned-automatic, the muscle memory of the pits. Programmed-automatic. The fingers moving with the efficiency of a system running optimized protocols, each motion trimmed of every unnecessary millimeter.*

*The weapon is a Holt-Kessler suppressed pistol. She knows this without looking at it. She knows the target is behind the third door on the left. She knows the building's layout because Module Four delivered it during the approach and the module's data is perfect because the module's data is always perfect.*

*She is not nervous. She is not angry. She is not anything. She is a function executing its parameters. The target is a man whose name the briefing provided and whose name she has already forgotten because the name is irrelevant to the function. The relevant variables are: distance, angle, ambient noise level, exit routes.*

*She opens the door. The target turns. His face—*

The fragment shattered. Zara's body jerked in the chair, the muscles of her arms contracting, the damaged forearm screaming, the ANCHOR's combat modules surging toward activation because the fragment's residue carried the operational state that the fragment's memory contained and the operational state was *ready to kill* and the body couldn't distinguish between a memory of readiness and readiness itself.

"Module activation," Cross said. Sharper now. The clinical voice gaining an edge that wasn't panic but was adjacent to it. "The combat architecture is engaging. I need to, the stimulation rate is too high. Reducing by twelve percent." Fingers on controls. Adjustments. "The regulation breathing. Is she maintaining it?"

Noor's voice. Closer than Cross's. Close enough that Zara could feel the Ghost operative's hands on her shoulders, pressing her back into the chair she'd been trying to leave. "She's not breathing the pattern. She's breathing combat, fast and shallow."

"Redirect her. The regulation protocol, four-count inhalation, two-count hold, six-count exhalation. If she can re-establish the pattern, the combat modules should de-escalate."

"I know the protocol."

Cross paused. "You know the protocol. You reverse-engineered the regulation methodology."

"Field observation. She responds to the four-two-six pattern. I identified the pattern's effect on her ANCHOR's activation threshold and developed a training approach."

"From field observation." Cross's voice carried a new quality, the recalibration of a person who'd just discovered that one of her subjects had been maintained by someone who shouldn't have had the technical understanding to maintain them. "The regulation protocol is classified at the highest level of the program's research archive. I designed it. You derived it from watching her breathe."

"Operational necessity. Are we going to discuss methodology or are you going to keep her ANCHOR from burning through her nervous system?"

Cross's attention returned to the controls. Zara heard the exchange from a distance, the words arriving as shapes without weight, the white pressing again, the seed responding to the reduced stimulation with a pulse that was lower, slower, manageable.

Four in. Hold. Six out. Noor's voice in her ear, counting, the timing precise, the operative's hands still on Zara's shoulders. The combat modules retreated. The regulation pattern reasserted. The white shifted from electric to warm.

"Better," Cross said. "Catalyst output stabilizing. The compound is accumulating. Seventeen minutes elapsed, approximately twenty-three remaining. The seed's production rate is consistent with the ANCHOR-7 architecture's adaptive capacity. Higher than the theoretical model predicted. Considerably higher."

The white moved again. Opened again.

*Antiseptic. The smell arriving before anything else, sharp, medical, the specific formulation used in corporate research facilities, not the crude disinfectant of the lower city's clinics. A room. Small. The ceiling is white and the walls are white and the floor is white and the whiteness is not hostile. The whiteness is the color of a place where things are kept clean because clean matters, because the person who maintains this room believes that the room's condition reflects the condition of the work performed inside it.*

*A hand on her shoulder. Small. Steady. The fingers long, the grip precise, the hand of someone who works with instruments, whose dexterity is professional, whose touch carries the quality of hands that know how to hold things without breaking them.*

*The hand is warm.*

*A voice says something. The words won't resolve, the fragment's audio degraded, the memory's compression stripping the data that would make the words into language. But the voice's tone survives. The tone is: careful. The tone is: I am telling you something that I need you to hear. The tone is: this matters.*

*She is small. The shoulder the hand rests on is a child's shoulder. The room is large because she is small in it. The hand belongs to someone she, the fragment reaches for the word and the word isn't there. The word was removed. The erasure took the word and left the shape of its absence, the outline of a relationship that existed before the outline was all that survived.*

*The hand squeezes. Once. The voice says the thing she can't hear.*

*Warm.*

The fragment receded. Not shattered, the combat memory had shattered, broken by the body's combat response, ended violently. This one withdrew. Slowly. The warmth lingering the way warmth lingers in fabric after a hand lifts from it, the thermal ghost of contact that the contact's removal doesn't immediately erase.

Zara's breathing was the regulation pattern. She hadn't chosen it. The breathing continued because Noor's counting continued and because the childhood fragment hadn't triggered the combat architecture and because the fragment's emotional content, the warmth, the hand, the voice, produced a physiological response that was the opposite of combat readiness. A slowing. A softening of the muscles in her shoulders and jaw that she hadn't known were clenched.

"Catalyst production increasing," Cross said. The scientist's voice had changed. Tighter. The clinical precision intact but working harder, managing something that the management's effort revealed. "The seed is, the adaptive architecture is responding to the emotional state change. The regulation pattern combined with the, the specific memory that surfaced. The compound output has increased by approximately thirty percent."

"Which memory?" Noor's voice. Tactical. Gathering intelligence even during a medical procedure, the operative's training converting every situation into information.

"I can't see the memory's content. Only the seed's response to it. The neurological signature suggests early developmental. Pre-conditioning. The seed is drawing on the memory's emotional substrate to fuel the catalyst production." Cross's hands paused on the controls. The pause lasted a beat longer than a technical pause should. "The pre-conditioning memories are the ones the seed protects most aggressively. They're the foundation of the original personality. The ones that the erasure was designed to remove first and that the ANCHOR-7 architecture was designed to preserve."

"Designed by you."

"Designed by me." Two words. No qualification. No percentage. No probability assessment. The flattest, most direct statement Cross had made since they'd entered the laboratory, and the directness was the crack: the clinical containment failing for two words because the two words contained a truth that the containment couldn't process. The truth was: *I designed the technology that would remember her when everything else forgot.*

The white moved.

*This one is different.*

*Not a room. Not a place. A process. The sensation of subtraction. Something being lifted from inside her skull. Not physically lifted, the extraction doesn't involve movement. The extraction involves disappearance. A thought that was there and then wasn't. A knowing that existed and then didn't. Not replaced. Not overwritten. Removed. The way a tooth is removed, the socket remaining, the space remaining, the nerve endings firing into the space where the thing was and finding nothing and firing again and finding nothing and the finding-nothing becoming the new state, the absence becoming the architecture, the emptiness becoming permanent.*

*She is lying down. The surface is hard. The room is, she doesn't know. The memory of the room is the thing being removed. The memory of arriving in the room is gone. The memory of the hands that positioned her is gone. The memory of her own name is—*

*Gone.*

*And the going is not painful. The going is worse than painful. The going is the subtraction of the self that would experience the pain, the removal of the person who would understand what was being lost, the erasure of the capacity to grieve the erasure. She is watching herself become less. Each extraction makes her smaller. Each removal narrows the perimeter of who she is until who she is approaches a boundary that who she is doesn't have the remaining capacity to identify.*

*The last thing that goes, the last thing she's aware of going, is the warmth. The hand. The shoulder. The voice saying the thing she can't hear. That goes last. And the going of it is—*

Zara screamed.

The sound tore through the laboratory, raw, stripped of the composure that the pits had built and the Ghost training had reinforced and two years of survival had calcified. The scream was the sound of someone remembering what it cost to become no one, and the cost was everything, and the everything included the warm hand and the voice and the word that the erasure had removed so completely that even the memory of its removal was only a fragment, a flash, a three-second window into the process that had manufactured the person who was now screaming in a chair in a hidden laboratory while the woman who'd designed the process stood at the controls and adjusted the stimulation rate with hands that were shaking.

Cross's hands were shaking.

The first time Zara had seen the scientist's precision break. The first time the qualification and the probability and the clinical vocabulary had failed to insulate the person beneath from the reality of the work's consequences. Cross's hands were shaking and the shaking lasted three seconds, three seconds of a woman watching the result of her engineering screaming in a chair, before the hands steadied and the controls adjusted and the professional composure reassembled around the crack that the three seconds had produced.

"Reducing stimulation. Forty percent reduction. The catalyst output will decrease but the, the activation state is unsustainable at current levels. Noor. Hold her."

Noor held her. Both hands now, the Ghost operative's weight pressing Zara into the chair, the compact body leveraging against the examination chair's frame, the professional restraint of someone trained to immobilize targets without injuring them, now applying that training to a person she'd spent weeks teaching to breathe.

"Stay with me," Noor said. Not a comfort. A command. The voice of Module Three's operational discipline converted into something that sounded like caring because the caring was a tactical requirement. "Breathe. Four in."

Four in. The air entering lungs that the scream had emptied. The ANCHOR's combat modules surging again, Module Six, the combat architecture, the body interpreting the procedure's distress as threat and preparing to respond with the only response the combat architecture knew.

Zara's left arm broke free of Noor's grip. The arm swung, not a conscious strike, the ANCHOR's reflexive response, the module operating the limb the way a puppeteer operated a string. Noor caught the arm. Redirected it. Pinned it against the chair's armrest with a hold that the Module Six training recognized as correct technique because the hold was Ghost program technique because Noor had learned from the same system.

"Module Six active," Cross said. "The combat architecture is engaging in response to the extraction trauma. This is within the predicted range of adverse responses. I'm adjusting the stimulation frequency to bypass the combat circuits. Noor, maintain physical restraint for approximately ninety seconds."

Ninety seconds. Noor held. Zara's body fought, not Zara fighting, the ANCHOR fighting, the seed's combat architecture responding to threat stimulus with the efficiency that forty-seven confirmed operations had optimized. The body knew how to escape restraint. The body knew the leverage points and the pressure angles and the specific movements that would break a hold. But Noor knew the same things, had the same training, and Noor's body wasn't compromised by an active neural interface pumping stimulation signals into the seed's production systems.

The ninety seconds lasted. The module de-escalated. The stimulation frequency change worked, the combat circuits disengaging as the seed's attention redirected to the catalyst production, the biological machinery choosing compound output over combat readiness because Cross's adjustment told the seed that the production was the priority and the combat was not.

Zara's body went slack. The fight draining from the muscles. The regulation breathing reasserting, four in, hold, six out, the pattern that Noor had taught her and that Cross had designed and that the chain of creation connecting the two women now ran through Zara's lungs like a wire connecting a circuit.

"Fourteen minutes remaining," Cross said. Her hands were steady again. The three-second crack sealed. The composure rebuilt. But the composure was thinner now: the mortar between the bricks visible, the structure intact but the structure's cost evident in the way Cross's jaw held its position and the way Cross's eyes stayed on the displays and didn't look at Zara's face.

---

Kael counted heads at sundown.

One hundred and twelve people in the abandoned district. The number hadn't changed in six hours, no new arrivals from the Warren, no departures. The population stable in the way populations become stable when the routes in and the routes out are both compromised and movement in any direction risks visibility to the CSD patrols that had been scanning the lower city since the Underground's exposure.

"Water for two days if we ration," Deshi reported. The former Warren administrator had organized the supplies into a system whose efficiency couldn't disguise its inadequacy. Two days of water. Thirty-six hours of food, maybe less. Medical supplies already depleted by Viktor's treatment and the injuries that the station fight and the Warren evacuation had produced.

Viktor was awake. Propped against a wall in the ground-floor room that served as the medical station, his broken wrists splinted with materials that Hana had found in the building's maintenance closet, his jaw wired shut with wire that wasn't medical-grade because medical-grade wire didn't exist in abandoned commercial buildings. The former soldier's eyes tracked Kael as the fighter crossed the room.

"Zara," Viktor said. The word came through clenched teeth: the wired jaw converting speech into something that required effort and that the effort made more precise, each word costing enough that words selected themselves by importance.

"Still in the mid-tiers. Jin's monitoring the receiver. No contact in the last three hours."

Viktor processed this. The tactical mind working behind the pain, assessing the three-hour silence, calculating the probabilities. Three hours of no contact from a team operating in hostile corporate territory with a twelve-hour battery life on the receiver. The math was either fine or catastrophic and the math wouldn't resolve until contact resumed or didn't.

"Jin," Viktor said. A single word. A question.

"Working." Kael left it at that. The kid was on the building's third floor with the communications equipment, running the receiver at minimum power, monitoring the CSD frequencies that the equipment could reach. The kid hadn't eaten. The kid's hands had been shaking since the counter-hack that had exposed the Underground, and the shaking hadn't stopped, and the not-stopping was the visible edge of a guilt that the kid was processing by working harder because working was the only language the kid had for processing.

Jin's voice carried down the stairwell. "Kael. You need to hear this."

Kael climbed. Jin was hunched over the communications setup, three displays, the portable receiver, two frequency scanners that Sev had assembled from salvaged parts. The kid's face was lit by the screens' glow and the glow showed what the daylight would have shown more clearly: the hollowed look of someone who hadn't slept and who wasn't going to sleep because sleep required the kind of quiet that the kid's thoughts weren't providing.

"CSD command frequency," Jin said. "Their encryption's, like, military-grade on the tactical channels but the logistics channels are still using the old corporate cipher. I broke that one three days ago, right? Listen to this." Jin played back a recording. Static. Then a voice, clipped, operational, the dispatch cadence of a military logistics officer coordinating troop movement.

*"All units Sector 7 through 14, redeploy to Shelf perimeter. Priority alpha. Shelf checkpoint security doubled effective 1800. All mid-tier access points locked down. Authorization: OVERSIGHT."*

"They're pulling out of the lower city," Jin said. "Not all of them, the Warren garrison's still in place, the Cull's still running. But the search teams? The ones sweeping for us? They're moving to the Shelf. To the mid-tiers."

"They know someone crossed."

"They know something. The checkpoint data would show a breach if someone went through a checkpoint, but Zara's team didn't use a checkpoint, right? They used the conduit. So CSD doesn't have a specific breach point. But they know. Maybe sensors in the barrier, maybe thermal detection, maybe just someone smart enough to guess." Jin pulled up another recording. "This one's worse."

A different voice. Higher authority, the speech patterns of command, not dispatch: *"OVERSIGHT directive: Operative ANCHOR-1 recalled from field operations. Repeat, ANCHOR-1 recalled. New assignment pending."*

"Damien," Jin said. "OVERSIGHT, Eleanor Ashford, if Cross is right, just pulled Damien off the field. He was running the Cull, running the search, and now he's pulled. That doesn't happen unless something bigger is moving."

Kael stood in the blue light of the screens and the screens showed the logistics of a military force repositioning around the barrier that separated the world Zara had gone into from the world Kael was standing in, and the repositioning meant that the way back was closing, and the closing meant that the three people in the mid-tiers were going to find the door locked when they tried to come home.

"Can you reach them?"

"Battery's at thirty-one percent. If I transmit at full power, I can reach mid-tier frequencies, but the transmission might be detectable. If CSD's monitoring—"

"They're already looking. What's one more signal?" Kael thought about it. Thought about Zara in a laboratory in the mid-tiers with a woman who'd built the Ghost program, and Noor watching the woman with a weapon drawn, and Lia, SHADE, on a table being rebuilt by the same hands that had built the cage. "Send it. Short burst. Tell them the Shelf is locking down."

Jin's fingers moved.

---

The procedure ended at minute thirty-eight.

Cross withdrew the interface's stimulation by degrees, not an off switch, a gradual reduction, the seed's production tapering rather than stopping, the biology allowed to decelerate at its own pace because forced cessation would damage the seed's production architecture and the architecture needed to survive intact for reasons that Cross's clinical narration implied but didn't state.

The last two minutes were quiet. The white fading. The laboratory returning: the ceiling's fluorescent panels, the displays' data streams, the hum of equipment that had been running for years. Zara's body in the chair. The chair's surface against her back. The weight of her own limbs, heavy, drained, the muscular exhaustion of a body that had spent forty minutes fighting itself.

Cross disconnected the interface contacts. The click of each contact releasing from the subcutaneous anchors was a small, precise sensation, the body registering the loss of connection the way a hand registered the release of a held object. The ANCHOR's seed went quiet. Not dormant, reduced. The production state ending, the combat modules standing down, the system returning to the baseline that Noor's regulation training had established.

Cross held a vial.

Small. The glass was medical-grade: the clarity that pharmaceutical containers required, the precision that the container's contents demanded. Inside: a liquid. Pale blue. Luminescent. The glow was faint, not bright enough to light a room, bright enough to be visible in the laboratory's fluorescent-lit space. The glow pulsed. Slowly. The pulse matching a rhythm that Zara recognized because the rhythm was hers, the ANCHOR seed's operational frequency, the biological clock that the seed maintained, the pulse of the technology that Cross had designed and that Zara's body had been producing compound for.

"The catalyst," Cross said. She held the vial the way she held everything, precisely, the fingers positioned for stability, the grip measured. But she held this vial differently too. The way a person held something that had cost something. "Approximately four point seven milliliters. Sufficient for approximately two hundred individual applications at the minimum effective dose. The minimum effective dose restores approximately sixty-eight percent of extracted memory content when applied within the seventy-two-hour buffer window."

"Two hundred," Noor said. "Out of seven thousand."

"Two hundred out of seven thousand. Yes. The arithmetic is inadequate."

Zara's hands gripped the chair's armrests. The gripping was the first voluntary movement since the procedure began, the fingers responding to her intention rather than the ANCHOR's modules, the muscles answering the person rather than the system. She pushed herself upright. The movement cost effort that measured the cost: the procedure had depleted something. Not energy, resource. The ANCHOR seed had spent forty minutes producing compound instead of maintaining its normal function, and the diversion had left the system's other operations running on reserves.

"Can you make more?" Zara's voice. Rough. The vocal cords worn by the scream that the erasure fragment had produced.

"I can synthesize additional compound using the extracted catalyst as a template. The synthesis requires equipment I have and reagents I have and time I—" Cross paused. The calculation, not the hesitation. "Each synthesis cycle takes approximately six hours and produces compound sufficient for an additional three hundred applications. To reach seven thousand doses would require more time than the buffer window allows."

"What about another extraction?"

"Possible. The seed requires a recovery period between extractions, minimum twelve hours for the production architecture to regenerate. Each subsequent extraction carries increased risk. The first extraction strained the seed's adaptive capacity. The second would strain it further. The third, if a third were attempted, would approach the threshold where the extraction process itself could damage the seed's core architecture. Permanent damage."

"But possible."

Cross looked at Zara. The brown eyes holding the current again, the thing beneath the clinical surface, the thing that the procedure had brought closer to the surface the way the procedure had brought the childhood memory closer to Zara's. "Possible. With risk that increases geometrically per extraction."

The receiver on Noor's belt crackled. Jin's voice, compressed, tight, the short-burst transmission format that sacrificed clarity for brevity.

"Noor. Kael. CSD redeploying to Shelf perimeter. All mid-tier access locked down. Damien recalled by OVERSIGHT. New assignment unknown. The way back is closing. Thirty-one percent battery. Advise."

Noor looked at Zara. Zara looked at Cross.

"She's right," Cross said. She was already at the surveillance displays, the Tower feed showing the corporate corridor, but the adjacent screens showing what the Tower feed's hidden cameras could see of the city's broader security infrastructure. Troop movements. Checkpoint data. The digital evidence of a net being drawn. "CSD is concentrating forces at the Shelf. They haven't identified this location, if they had, we wouldn't be having this conversation. But they know the barrier was breached. They're sealing the mid-tiers."

"Can we get back through the conduit?"

"The conduit was unmonitored twelve hours ago. It may not be unmonitored now. If CSD is scanning the Shelf's internal structure for breach points, the conduit's thermal signature, three bodies ascending through a decommissioned pipe, would be detectable."

Noor processed. "Alternative routes?"

"Through the Shelf, none that I can identify with current intelligence. Around the Shelf, the barrier extends the full width of the city. There is no 'around.'" Cross turned from the displays. Faced them. The scientist's posture had changed during the procedure, the controlled arrangement loosening, the professional mask settling into something that wasn't a mask anymore but the face of a person who'd been working toward this moment for years and who was now standing in the moment's center and finding that the center contained a problem that the years of preparation hadn't solved.

"Who was I?" Zara said.

The question landed in the laboratory's clean air. Not tactical. Not operational. The question of a person sitting in a chair where her body had produced a glowing compound while her mind had surfaced fragments of a life that the fragments' incompleteness made more devastating than any complete memory could have been.

Cross's mouth opened. Closed. The deliberation of someone selecting from multiple prepared answers and finding that the prepared answers were insufficient for the questioner.

"You were an operative designated Specter," Cross said. "You were the Ghost program's most effective field agent for approximately three years. You completed forty-seven confirmed operations across four Neo Meridian districts. Your specialization was close-quarters elimination, the operations that required proximity and precision rather than distance and force." Each sentence delivered with the measured cadence of a file being read. A record. A professional summary of a person reduced to operational parameters. "You were erased—"

The word cracked. Not the sentence, the word. *Erased.* The syllables carrying a fracture that the sentence's clinical structure couldn't contain, the sound of a person saying a word that meant something specific in the program's vocabulary and something different in the speaker's, and the difference was the crack, and the crack lasted one syllable before the clinical structure reassembled.

"—when the program determined that your independent decision-making exceeded acceptable parameters. You were questioning operational orders. Refusing targets. Making choices that the ANCHOR's conditioning was designed to prevent. The program classified you as compromised and initiated standard erasure protocol."

"And before the program?"

Cross's hands were in her lap. The folded arrangement. The closed door. "That," Cross said, "is a conversation that requires context I'm not prepared to provide at this time."

"Not prepared or not willing?"

"Both. The distinction between them is smaller than you'd prefer."

Zara held Cross's eyes. Brown meeting brown. The color identical, not similar, identical, the specific shade that the childhood fragment's degraded visual data had preserved as a data point without attaching it to a face or a name or a word that meant *the person whose hand was on my shoulder.* The coincidence of pigment that wasn't a coincidence and that Zara wasn't ready to see as anything other than coincidence because seeing it as anything else required a context that Cross had just refused to provide.

Noor broke the silence. "The compound. Two hundred doses. Seven thousand victims. Fifty-three hours remaining. The Shelf locked down. What's the operational path?"

Cross stood. Moved to the display wall. Pulled up the Tower feed: the live surveillance from inside Ashford Industries' headquarters, the corridor with corporate lighting, the building that contained the Ghost program's operational infrastructure and Eleanor Ashford's two-century dynasty and the systems that made the Cull possible.

"The Warren's extraction hardware is networked," Cross said. Her voice was different now. Shorter sentences. Fewer qualifications. The voice of someone who'd moved past the research phase and into the operational one, the scientist becoming the strategist that the laboratory's existence had always implied she was capable of becoming. "The buffer units storing the extracted memories connect to a central neural processing hub. The hub is located in the Tower. Sublevel twelve. The hub manages all extraction and storage operations across Neo Meridian, every Cull site, every buffer unit, every stored memory set."

"The Tower," Noor said. The word carrying the flatness of someone who'd just heard a proposition that its audacity rendered toneless.

"One dose of the catalyst compound, applied directly to the hub's biological interface, would initiate the reversal protocol across all connected buffer units simultaneously. Every extraction within the seventy-two-hour window, every victim whose memories are still in buffer, would receive the reversal signal. The memories would reintegrate. Not individually, not one at a time, not two hundred out of seven thousand. All of them. Every connected subject."

"You're talking about breaking into the most heavily guarded building in Neo Meridian."

"I'm talking about the only option that matches the scale of the problem to the scale of the solution." Cross looked at them: at Zara in the chair, at Noor by the door, at Lia on the examination table where the calibration signal still worked its quiet restructuring. "Two hundred doses won't reach seven thousand people in fifty-three hours. Multiple extractions won't produce enough compound before the buffer expires. The only path that saves them all runs through the Tower."

On the examination table, Lia's eyes opened. Brown. Clear. The longest continuous period of clarity since the stabilization began: the person present, the weapon quiet, the boundary between them settling into something that the calibration signal was teaching to hold.

"How do we get in?" Lia asked.

Cross's mouth did something it hadn't done in the hours since they'd arrived. The corners lifted. Not a smile, the geometric predecessor of a smile, the structural change a smile required before it could form. The expression of someone who'd been asked the question she'd spent years preparing to answer.

"I work there," Cross said. "I walk through the front door every morning. I know every security system, every patrol pattern, every surveillance blind spot in the building. I designed half of them." She looked at the Tower feed. At the corridor. At the building that held the memories of seven thousand people and the woman who'd ordered those memories taken and the technology that made the taking possible. "The question isn't how we get in. The question is what Eleanor does when she finds out we're there."