The Oath of Eternity

Chapter 44: Suyin's Resentment

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The crack appeared between the sisters on a Tuesday.

Not sudden β€” cracks never were. This one had been forming for months, invisible beneath the surface of daily training and shared meals and the comfortable rhythm of the compound's life. But on a Tuesday morning, over breakfast, it broke open.

Suyin had reached Pure Yang ninth level overnight. The breakthrough had been quiet β€” a gentle shift in the bond's resonance that Rhen felt while sleeping. By morning, she was Peak Pure Yang, equal to what Rhen had been months ago. The Supreme Yin Dao Body had carried her to the threshold of Heavenly Position in a fraction of the time it took normal cultivators.

Mingxue was still at Pure Yang second level.

"Congratulations," Mingxue said when Suyin mentioned the breakthrough at breakfast. Her voice was flat. Her chopsticks moved with mechanical precision.

"Thank you." Suyin's voice was careful β€” the soft-spoken precision that she deployed when she sensed dangerous ground.

"That puts you four levels above me."

"Jiejieβ€”"

"Seven levels, if you count the realm difference. Peak Pure Yang is closer to Heavenly Position than to second level. In practical terms, you could beat me in a fight now."

"I don't want to beat you in a fight."

"No. You want to beat everything. The sickness, the weakness, the years of being the sister who couldn't stand up." Mingxue set down her chopsticks. "You're not just catching up anymore, Suyin. You're surging past. Every person in this compound. Every cultivator in this kingdom. You're becoming the strongest person most of them will ever meet, and you're doing it in months instead of decades."

"That's the Dao Body. Not me."

"It's both. And it's fine. It's wonderful. It's everything I prayed for when you were dying." Mingxue's jaw worked. "But it doesn't erase the fact that I've been training since I was eight years old. Fourteen years. Every morning before dawn. Every night until my knuckles bled. I built my strength one day at a time, and youβ€”"

She stopped. The sentence hung in the air, unfinished and more dangerous for it.

"I what?" Suyin's voice dropped. The near-whisper. "I was given mine? I didn't earn it?"

"I didn't say that."

"You were about to."

The kitchen was very quiet. Rhen, sitting at the end of the table, felt both bonds flare β€” Suyin's with a sharp pain that was older than this argument, Mingxue's with a guilt that she was weaponizing into anger because guilt felt too much like weakness.

"I spent sixteen years being the weak sister," Suyin said. Her voice was controlled, but the control was expensive. "Every day of my life, I watched you train, fight, earn respect. I watched through the walls of my room while you broke training posts and won tournaments. I couldn't walk to the garden without help. I couldn't eat a full meal without vomiting. I couldn'tβ€”" She pressed her hand flat on the table. "I couldn't do anything. And I loved you for being the strong one, because someone had to be."

"Suyinβ€”"

"But I also hated you for it." The word landed like a stone in a pond. Hate. In Suyin's soft, precise voice, directed at the sister she loved most in the world. "Not always. Not even often. But sometimes. Late at night, when the pain was worst, when I could hear you hitting the post outside my door β€” I hated you for being healthy. For having the body that should have been mine. For getting to live the life I couldn't."

Mingxue's face went white. Through the bond, Rhen felt the impact β€” the words hitting Mingxue like a physical blow, finding the exact spot where her armor was thinnest.

"I never knew," Mingxue whispered.

"I never told you. I was ashamed. You sacrificed everything for me β€” your childhood, your freedom, your chance at a normal life. You hit that post every night because you were afraid of losing me, and I lay in bed hating you for being the one who got to hit the post instead of lying in bed." Suyin's silver-streaked eyes were wet, but she didn't blink. "The resentment is real. It's not fair. It's not rational. But it's real."

"And now?"

"Now I'm the strong one. Now I'm the one surging ahead while you're stuck at second level. And I know β€” I *know* β€” that you're feeling what I felt. The watching. The comparison. The quiet, ugly resentment of someone who loves the person they're jealous of."

The kitchen clock ticked. Five seconds. Ten.

Mingxue stood. Her chair scraped on the stone floor β€” a sound like a blade being drawn. She walked to the door. Stopped. Turned.

"I don't resent you," she said. Her voice was rough. Raw. The voice she used when the mask wasn't just down but destroyed. "I resent myself. For not being enough. For defining my worth by my strength and then watching my little sister prove that strength comes in forms I never earned. You're not the problem, Suyin. I am."

She left. The door closed.

Suyin sat at the table. The tears she'd been holding back fell β€” silent, controlled, even her crying precise.

Rhen moved to sit beside her. He didn't speak. Some moments needed witness, not commentary.

"I'm awful," Suyin said after a while.

"You're honest. The Oath guarantees that. What you said was true, and truth isn't awful β€” even when it hurts."

"I hurt her."

"She was already hurt. The wound was there before you spoke. You just named it." Rhen put his arm around her. She leaned into him β€” warm, strong, the body of a Peak Pure Yang cultivator that still curled into comfort like the sick girl she'd been. "She needs to hear it. And she needs time to process."

"How much time?"

"Mingxue processes by hitting things. Give her an hour and a training post."

Suyin almost laughed. Almost.

---

The reconciliation happened that evening. Not through grand gestures β€” through the small, practical language the Lian sisters had always used.

Mingxue came back from the training yard with freshly bandaged knuckles. She walked into the kitchen where Suyin was cooking dinner β€” actually cooking, having improved from terrible to mediocre under Rhen's tutelage β€” and stood in the doorway.

"I hit the post," she said.

"I know. I heard."

"It didn't help."

"It never does."

Mingxue crossed the kitchen. Took the knife from Suyin's hand. Began chopping vegetables with military precision.

"I'm jealous of your cultivation speed," she said, not looking at Suyin. "It's ugly and it's real and I'm not going to pretend it isn't."

"And I resented you for being healthy. For fourteen years."

"We're terrible sisters."

"We're human sisters."

They cooked together. Side by side, in the kitchen of the compound that had become their home, chopping vegetables and not looking at each other and not needing to, because the bond between sisters didn't require eye contact. It required presence.

When dinner was served, the table was set for six β€” Rhen, Suyin, Mingxue, Lingwei, Fengli, Jian Wei. The compound's entire population, gathered around food that was slightly overcooked and underseasoned and made with love by two women who'd just ripped each other open and were already healing.

Through the Oath bonds, Rhen felt the shift. The sisters' relationship hadn't healed β€” it had changed. Deepened. The resentments were on the table now, visible, named. They'd lost their power over the silence and gained the vulnerable honesty of things that could be discussed.

After dinner, Mingxue found Rhen in the courtyard.

"She's surpassed me," Mingxue said. No preamble. "In cultivation. She'll surpass me in combat soon, once her technique catches up with her raw power."

"Yes."

"That changes what I am."

"What were you?"

"The protector. The strong sister. The one who stood between Suyin and the world."

"And now?"

Mingxue looked at the sky. Stars. Real ones. "Now she stands on her own. And I need to find out what I am when I'm not standing between someone and the world."

"You're a warrior. A strategist. A leader. Those things don't require being the strongest person in the room."

"They used to."

"Things change."

She was quiet for a long time. The stars wheeled. The compound settled into night.

"I love you," she said. Flat. Direct. The way she said everything that mattered. "Not because the bond tells me to. Because you listened to me compare myself to my sick sister and didn't judge me for it."

"I'd never judge you for being human."

"Most people would."

"I'm not most people."

"No." She turned to him. In the starlight, her face was young and tired and open. "You're not."

She kissed him. Not the forehead-touching gesture from the Altar. A real kiss β€” brief, fierce, tasting of dinner and determination. She pulled back before he could respond.

"Don't read anything into that," she said, already walking away.

"Wouldn't dream of it."

"Good." She disappeared into the compound. Her footsteps faded.

Rhen stood in the courtyard, touched his lips, and thought: *A hundred and twelve years. It took a hundred and twelve years for someone to kiss me, and she told me not to read anything into it.*

Through the bond, Mingxue's warmth burned like a steady flame.

He stood in the starlight and let it burn.