Kael woke screaming.
He was standing in a room he didn't recognize, a knife in his handâ*his knife, the old rusted one he'd carried for years*âand the blade was pressed against the throat of someone he'd never seen before. A man, middle-aged, with a face frozen in absolute terror.
"Please," the man whispered. "I have children. Please."
*Kill him,* something urged. *He deserves it. They all deserve it. Take what he has and leave him bleeding.*
Kael's hand was moving, the blade cutting into skinâ
He dropped the knife.
He was in the cellar. His cellar, the bolt-hole beneath the collapsed warehouse. The knife was across the room where he'd apparently thrown it, and the man was gone because the man had never existed. Not here. Not now.
A memory. A wraith's memory.
*"Ah,"* Netherbane said, its voice threaded with reluctant sympathy. *"You've discovered the cost of consumption."*
Kael's hands were shaking. He pressed them against his knees and tried to steady his breathing. The phantom sensation of blood on his fingers wouldn't go away.
*What was that?*
*"When you destroy a wraith, you absorb a portion of what they were. Their power, yes, but also their memories. Their desires. Their sins."*
*I felt it. I was going toâI wanted toâ*
*"You experienced what the wraith experienced in life. Before it became what it became."*
Kael's stomach turned. The lesser wraiths, the mindless onesâthey'd been human once. Human, with human memories. Human sins.
*How many did I absorb last night?*
*"Seventeen. Give or take."*
Seventeen minds. Seventeen lifetimes of experience, compressed and fragmented but still *there*, lurking at the edges of his consciousness. No wonder he'd woken screaming.
*Will it always be like this?*
*"It will be worse. The more wraiths you consume, the more memories you acquire. The more memories you acquire, the harder it becomes to separate your identity from theirs. Many Wraithbanes have lost themselves entirelyâbecome more wraith than human, drowning in stolen thoughts."*
Kael pushed himself to his feet, ignoring the trembling in his legs. *Then why do it? Why absorb them at all?*
*"Because the alternative is worse. A wraith destroyed without absorption merely reforms in the Spirit Dimension, weakened but intact. Only by consuming their essence can you truly end them. And the power you gain..."*
The blade pulsed, and Kael felt a rush of warmth through his limbs. His trembling stopped. His heart rate steadied. The phantom blood faded from his fingers.
*"The power is considerable. It makes you stronger, faster, more resilient. It gives you abilities that ordinary humans cannot match. But it comes at a cost. Everything comes at a cost."*
Kael moved to the corner where he kept his suppliesâa battered pack, some dried food, a waterskin. He ate mechanically, not tasting anything, his mind still processing what he'd experienced.
*How do I keep from losing myself?*
*"Practice. Discipline. Learning to separate your core identity from the fragments you absorb. I can teach you, but it will take time. Months, at minimum. Years, more likely."*
*I don't have years.*
*"No. You don't. So we will have to do the best we can with what we have."*
---
They began immediately.
Netherbane's first lesson was deceptively simple: meditation. Kael sat cross-legged on the cold cellar floor, the blade laid across his knees, and tried to empty his mind.
It didn't work.
Every time he reached for stillness, another fragment of memory surged forward. A woman's face, twisted in fear. The taste of copper and adrenaline. The crack of bones beneath his hands. The whispered justificationsâ*they were asking for it, they shouldn't have resisted, they were weak and the weak don't deserve to live*â
"Stop," Kael growled.
*"Don't fight them,"* Netherbane instructed. *"Fighting only makes them stronger. You must learn to observe without engaging. The memories are not yours. They do not define you. They are ghosts, echoes, nothing more."*
*They feel real.*
*"Everything feels real when you're experiencing it. That doesn't make it true. Your truth is what you choose to believe. Your identity is what you choose to build. The fragments can influence you, but only if you let them."*
Easy to say. Harder to do.
Kael tried again. This time, when a memory surfacedâ*a child crying, begging, please don't hurt my mama*âhe didn't try to push it away. He watched it, like watching a play through a window. The emotion was there, intense and raw, but it wasn't *his* emotion. It was something he was witnessing, not something he was experiencing.
The memory faded.
Another took its place. Then another. A parade of horrors, each one more terrible than the last, but Kael held his center. He watched. He acknowledged. He let go.
*"Better,"* Netherbane said. *"Much better. You have a strong sense of self, Kael Voss. That will serve you well."*
*Comes from being alone most of my life. When no one else defines you, you have to define yourself.*
*"A survivor's wisdom. Good. We'll need that."*
They practiced for hours. Kael's back ached and his legs went numb, but he didn't stop. Couldn't stop. Every minute he spent mastering the fragments was a minute he wasn't losing himself to them.
Eventually, Netherbane called a halt. *"Enough for now. Your mind needs rest as much as your body. There's a limit to how much you can process in a single session."*
Kael opened his eyes. The light filtering through cracks in the cellar ceiling had changedâit was afternoon now, well past noon. He'd been meditating for most of the day.
*What's next?*
*"Physical training. Your body has been enhanced by the bond, but you haven't learned to use those enhancements properly. If you tried to fight right now, you'd move too fast, strike too hard, and likely injure yourself."*
*That doesn't make sense. How can I be too strong?*
*"Your muscles are capable of more than your proprioception can track. When you moved last night, you were running on instinct and my guidance. Without that guidance, you need to retrain your sense of your own body."*
Kael stood, stretching muscles that were stiff from hours of stillness. *Show me.*
The cellar was too small for proper combat training, so they went upâcarefully, through the ruins of the warehouse, to a cleared space where the roof had collapsed and left a kind of open courtyard hidden from the street. Kael kept Netherbane sheathed, dimmed, while he moved through the wreckage.
*"Start simple. Walk across the space. Focus on your footsteps, your balance, how your weight shifts."*
Kael walked. It felt normal.
*"Now run. Just to the other side and back."*
He ran. His first step propelled him five feet instead of the expected two, and he crashed into a pile of rubble with a startled yelp.
*"As I said. Your body is stronger than your instincts know. You'll need to recalibrate."*
Kael picked himself up, rubbing a bruised elbow. *How?*
*"Repetition. Start slow, move gradually faster, let your mind catch up with your capabilities. It's tedious, but necessary."*
For the next several hours, Kael did exactly that. Walking, then jogging, then running. Jumping, climbing, rolling. Each movement started too fast, too powerful, but gradually his body began to adjust. By sunset, he could move at what felt like a normal paceâwhich Netherbane informed him was actually about three times faster than a regular human.
*"Your strength has increased proportionally. You could punch through a wooden door, though I wouldn't recommend it. Brick would break your hand. Steel would require more refinement."*
*And my speed?*
*"Enhanced reflexes, faster processing. You'll see attacks coming before they land, react before conscious thought. But you need to practice with that too, or you'll be constantly twitching at stimuli that don't require responses."*
Kael slumped against a tumbled pillar, breathing hard. Despite his new endurance, the day's training had taken its toll. His muscles ached, his head throbbed, and the fragments of wraith memory were starting to claw at the edges of his exhausted mind.
*"Rest,"* Netherbane said. *"Eat. Sleep. Tomorrow we work on combat basics, and then..."*
*Then?*
*"Then we need to move. The Order will have detected my awakening by now. They'll be searching for the new wielder. And they won't be the only ones."*
---
Kael dreamed again that night.
This time, the dream was different.
He stood on a vast plain of grey ash, under a sky that boiled with black clouds. In the distance, a structure rose from the desolationâa tower, impossibly tall, made of what looked like frozen shadows. Light flickered in its uppermost windows, a sickly green that hurt to look at.
*"Kael Voss."*
The voice came from everywhere and nowhere. Kael spun, trying to find its source, but the plain was empty.
*"I have waited a long time to speak with you."*
"Who are you?" Kael demanded. His hand went to his hip, but Netherbane wasn't there. In this place, he was weaponless.
*"A friend. Or I would like to be."*
A figure materialized from the ash, coalescing slowly like smoke taking form. It was a womanâor had been, once. Her features were delicate, aristocratic, beautiful in a cold and distant way. Her skin was pale as moonlight, her hair silver-white, her eyes the deep black of a starless night.
She wore a gown that seemed to be made of the same frozen shadows as the distant tower.
*"You may call me the Pale Lady,"* she said. *"I believe Aldric mentioned me, before his end."*
Kael's heart hammered. "He said you would find me. He said to listen."
*"Aldric was wise, for a mortal. Wiser than most who carry the blade."* The Pale Lady tilted her head, studying him. *"You are very young."*
"I'm old enough."
*"Are you? Perhaps. Youth can be an advantage, in some ways. You have not yet learned the limits that constrain older minds. You might believe things that wiser men would dismiss as impossible."*
"What do you want?"
The Pale Lady smiled. It was not a comforting expression.
*"I want what everyone wants, Kael Voss. To survive. To be free. To see my enemies destroyed."* She began to walk, circling him slowly. *"We have common enemies, you and I. The Hollow King who created my kind and bound us to his will. The Wraith Lords who serve him still. The corruption that spreads through your mortal organizations, preparing the way for his return."*
"Your kind." Kael's eyes narrowed. "You're a wraith."
*"I am what I am. A spirit, bound to the other side. But not all spirits serve the King. Not all of us want the worlds to merge into darkness."*
"Why should I trust you?"
*"You shouldn't. Not yet."* The Pale Lady's smile widened. *"Trust must be earned. I only ask that you listen. Consider. Make your own judgments."*
"All right. I'm listening."
*"The Specter that killed Aldric was a servant of Lord Vexar, first and most powerful of the Wraith Lords. Vexar believes that by eliminating the Wraithbanes one by one, he can weaken the barrier until it shatters entirely. He is... not entirely wrong."*
"The barrier's already broken."
*"Cracked. Not broken. The rifts that allow wraiths through are... leaks, if you will. Small holes in a dam. What Vexar wants is the dam itself to collapse. If that happens, the Spirit Dimension will flood your world. Everything living will be consumed."*
Kael thought of the streets of Ashford. The surges. The screams.
"That's already happening."
*"What you have seen is a trickle compared to what would come. Imagine every surge, every attack, happening everywhere, all at once, without end. Imagine the lesser wraiths as an endless tide, the Specters as an army, the Wraith Lords walking your world as they once did in ages past."*
The image was horrifying. Kael pushed it away.
"So how do we stop it?"
The Pale Lady paused in her circling. For the first time, something like genuine emotion flickered across her features.
*"That is the question, isn't it? The one I have been seeking to answer for three thousand years."*
Three thousand years.
*"There are many paths. Many possibilities. The Wraithbanes believe that by destroying enough wraiths, they can stem the tide indefinitely. They are wrongâat best, they are delaying the inevitable. The Church of Light believes that prayer and faith can strengthen the barrier. They are also wrong; the barrier's power does not come from worship."*
"Then what does it come from?"
*"That is a secret I am not yet prepared to share. But I will tell you this: the answer lies within the blade you carry. Netherbane is more than a weapon, Kael Voss. It is a key. A record. A piece of what the barrier once was, before it began to fail."*
The dream was starting to fray at the edges. Kael could feel himself being pulled back toward consciousness.
"WaitâI have more questionsâ"
*"And I will answer them, in time. We will speak again, young wielder. When you reach the Citadel, when you learn what the Order teaches, you will have context to understand what I can offer."*
Her form was dissolving, becoming ash on the wind.
*"Be wary. The traitor Aldric warned you of is closer to the truth than he knew. The corruption runs deepâdeeper than even I have fully uncovered. Trust the blade. Trust yourself. Trust nothing else until you have proof."*
"Wait!"
But she was gone, and the dream with her.
---
Kael woke in the cellar, gasping, the taste of ash in his mouth.
*"An interesting visitor,"* Netherbane said. *"I wondered when she would make contact."*
*You know her?*
*"I have met her before. Through previous wielders. She is... complicated. Not entirely trustworthy, but not without value. Her hatred of the Hollow King is genuine."*
*She said you're more than a weapon. That you're a key to understanding the barrier.*
A pause. *"She is not wrong. But that knowledge is dangerousâdangerous to share, dangerous to possess. When you are ready, I will explain. For now, focus on what is in front of you."*
Kael rubbed his eyes, trying to shake off the lingering disorientation of the dream.
Outside, dawn was breaking over Ashford. A new day.
Time to start learning how to survive.